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How a Sufi Found His Lord: I Go From St. Paul's in Calcutta to St. John's in Agra
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I GO FROM ST. PAUL'S IN CALCUTTA TO ST. JOHN'S IN AGRA.
In St. Paul's High School, Calcutta, there was no provision for the
teaching of Urdu and Persian, which
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I had taken for my Matriculation examination, and also as I was in poor
health in Calcutta, it was arranged for me to go to Agra to study in
St. John's High School. Mr. B. W. Bean, a new member of the staff, and
a young man fresh from Oxford, who later became the Principal of St. Paul's
High School, was to take me to Agra. This is my first opportunity to
mention this great friend of mine, and it will not be out of place if
I add that it reminds me of the invaluable service that a young missionary
can render to the country he is serving. A young man fresh from a Christian
country with a life dedicated to the service of the Lord and freshly entered
into active service, though having little or no knowledge of the people of
the land, can be of immense value in the mission field. The freshness of
his vision, the active interest that he can take in the people, and the
enterprising spirit which is ready to defy all obstacles in the way, are
qualities often lacking in the older missionaries, who because of their
long labour which often become tedious to them for want of encouraging
results, have grown cold and consequently their daily ministry becomes
a matter of routine. Mr. B. W. Bean possessed all the good qualities of
a young missionary par excellence. He brought a new enthusiasm among
the students for evangelistic work. Our preaching camps by his presence
received a fresh impetus, and a new inspiration. Long preaching tours
which were always made on foot in his company were turned into joyous
excursions. By his humorous and jovial talks he never allowed us to feel
the tediousness of the long marches which were made from village to village.
He had hardly been with us a couple of months when he was able to sing
Bengali songs in Indian tunes, and even join our kirtan procession
in village markets, and sing like a good Bengali
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with all the emotions that it required. He was a good friend to me
and gave me the real fellowship that I needed at that time. I was not,
however, saintly and good in my behaviour always, and especially to this
friend of mine. With all my Christian experience I was often inclined
to be saucy to him. I tried his patience chiefly in the playground,
as a games superintendent he failed to persuade me to hold a hockey stick
or kick a football. In my early education I had no opportunity of playing
any game, and hence in the latter days of my career as a student the
playground was my 'bogey.' It was with this Mr. Bean that I was to
travel to Agra and this added to the joy of travelling. We left Calcutta
by a passenger train on October 5th, 1913, and with a break at Allahabad,
where he showed me the places of historical interest, we reached Agra
on 8th October.
It was with a feeling of loneliness and of 'home sickness' not so much
for my own home, as for the boarding house in Calcutta that I began my
life in St. John’s Hostel. The one thing which I chiefly missed was
St. Paul's Brotherhood of my School in Calcutta. To conform to the School
uniform I had to go through a change of my costume for the second time;
the first change made in St. Paul's, when discarding my achkan and
trousers I had taken to Dhoti and shirt, the national costume of the
Bengalis. Now from the loose Bengali garments I was to be transformed
into semi-European clothes, coat and trousers with a pink puggree for
my headgear. I was to study in a big School, which was at a distance
of a little less than two miles from the hostel. Christians and
non-Christians numbering several hundred students, all studied together.
The Christian boys lived in a newly erected magnificent
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Hostel which had its own spacious playground and a swimming pool. Every
day in the week, dressed in our uniform and after a strict inspection
of our dress, which we were expected to wear in a particular way, with
due regard to its neatness, marching like soldiers, our steps being
closely watched and commanded by the chief monitor, we were taken to
School, and on Sundays to the Church. The Christian Hostel had a beautiful
chapel for our worship, and a strict discipline to ensure good behaviour.
The morning Quiet Time was compulsory, and was to be observed in strict
silence. The monitors during the period were expected to go about sneaking
to find out if any one was whispering or neglecting his prayers and Bible
reading, and woe betide the boy caught infringing any of the strict rules!
In spite of the due solemnity enjoined in the house of worship, and the
strict observance of the Quiet Hour, I felt that the Christian boys in
St. John's Hostel lacked that fire which I had seen in the boys of
St. Paul's High School in Calcutta, and which had kindled my own zeal
for the service of the Lord. The religious duties were something which
seemed to be imposed upon the boys; the Quiet Hours were observed under
the terror of the monitors' watching eyes. There existed a form of
religion, but the spirit was lacking. Providentially the chief warden
of the Hostel, Mr. Shoren S. Singha, was I man who had the spiritual
interest of the boys very close to his heart. The Hostel had other
friends besides him who were closely watching and praying for the
spiritual progress of the Christian boys, especially Mr. George S.
Ingram, who often visited the Hostel and prayed with some of the boys
whenever he found an opportunity for it. I was not long in the Hostel
before I shared my feeling in the matter with Mr. S. S. Singha, and
told him of my
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experience in St. Paul's Brotherhood at Calcutta. As a result of this
talk and of subsequent prayers with him and with Mr. G. S. Ingram on
the subject, we decided to start a Christian Union in the Hostel.
A few of the boys were taken into the secret, and the Lord laid on
our hearts the burden of the souls perishing without the knowledge
of Christ, and we began to pray and look for an opportunity of
evangelistic services. Soon an opportunity came when a hockey team
on October 28th, 1913, was to go to Muttra from our Christian Hostel
to play a match against a certain School at Muttra! The very name
conjured up to us a famous Hindu city with hundreds of idols and
thousands and thousands of worshippers of those idols, and it fired
our imagination and we decided to accompany the team and preach in
Muttra. Thus we went to Muttra and at the entrance of the big bazar
three of us, who made up the preaching team, announced the message
of the great Redeemer and Saviour to a huge crowd of Hindus, and
distributed the gospels to them, while the Hockey team went to play
the match. The entire expenses of this trip were met by the preaching
hand itself from their own pocket money. On the following day,
on the 29th October, 1913, some twenty-nine days after my arrival
in Agra, the St. John's Christian Union was organised and its first
official meeting was held in the warden's drawing room. Those who
joined it signed the pledge cards, chiefly promising to pledge
a certain number of days for doing evangelistic service in some form.
Devotional meetings with voluntary attendance under the Union were
organised and, preaching campaigns every Sunday after the Church
service were started. The Christian boys were inspired with new
enthusiasm for Christian life and service. The running of Sunday
School classes was placed in charge
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of the Union. The activities continued in the Hostel till I passed
my Matriculation Examination and joined St. John's College, Agra.
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